ME AT MY BEST AT BEING FUNNY LOL

omg duude how are we gona go on our stationary shopping spree!!
This is sooo unfly. get i getit
fly.. cause you're gona fly up into the sky to vn
get it
gwad im hilarious
Kim
ROFL
fuck you're lame
so so lame
words cant explan
explain
itd be funny if you typed explain as explane
GET IT
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH
get it.. plane.. you're gona be on one
HAHAH
STFU
so so sos sosososos lame
its not funnny
HAHAHAHAAH
yeah i reckon
they should have a lame button as well
for lame people like you
2:31pmJessica
wasnt that bad... HAHAHHA
2:31pmKim
ROFL
your sister can tell me a funnier joke i reckon
2:32pmJessica
i bet you're laughin off your seat rightnow
2:32pmKim
hahaha
close ...
HAHAAH

shoot 22

Publishing a book .. There are so many procedures to go through! I thought it was simply handing in a manuscript to any publisher, guess not.

I don't think i have the capability to write a novel as yet, but i wouldnt mind it being a sort of notebook type of thing. It'd be kinda cool. The notebook would be called 22 because thats the day that started me, so it'd be like a note taking book for every month. But I know that it won't recieve that much recognition in the begining, I wouldn't add a year. And in the begining of every month would include the stories of a little girl experiencing happy days as well as the bad days throughout her life and her name changing with the month. Just to keep things on track (;

The pages would be full of florals, Well not entirely! Or maybe a flower representing each month.. or borders of florals, or maybe even a page of florals as a wallpaper. Id love the cover to be a simple type of notebook. a not so thick binded book, them horizonal spine ones? I like that. And of course the notebook has to be entirely made out of a durable marterial. Leather would be too pricey, but considerable if it is a total sell out - A girl can only dream right? I'll do just that! I'd love it to be in an unusual colour. powder yellow is not so unusual but it makes me smile, so ill take one of that! And 22 should be in Gold. Yes. The day I find my name published on a book is the day that I will cherish til death does me part from memory.

hp: whoa am i seeing things or has midget gone off fb to join us on msn?

I go through reoccurring phases all the time. Some days i just want to sit back and watch what everyone else has been up to instead of interacting and keeping the close contact with the world i'm watching. Is it okay for me to be like this though? Will I easily lose my friends this way? I'm starting to feel out of it with some of the girls at school. But if we were friends, we'd click no matter what right.. I'm glad that I have a best friend who would always make the effort. But there was a time when i was going through some real depressed shiz, and i had not spoken to her nor anyone else online for close to eight months.. nor did I go out for that entire year, including the two month break at the end of the year. It was a bleak year for me, but my grades weren't that bad. My conversations online wouldn't pass a meare 4 lines, thats 11 lines away from passing stage on ein tetris and i couldn't even achieve that. I'm glad that part of me is over. Though i'd rather it end off like Daul Kim. At the peak of her career and this happens, at least she'll be remebered as the best right? What will i be remebered as i leave.. the clumsy good for nothing and likes to laugh at everything? Chyeah Most likely.

Innocence use to taste sweet

Whats the one topic everyone is raving on? Sex. You hear it in the streets, in the movies, from friends, in any form of communcation really.

This topic only dawned on me after a family friend, who is in her teens questioned about sexual activites (I only wished my friend had no told me so as i would've liked to imagine her as innocent as she could in her teens so that she would not regret this one off move) and the numerous tv shows by mtv just added to it, such as; 16 and pregnant, virgin diaries, that this is really becoming a serious problem, in a negative way.

'Why rush into it' was what Oprah had asked of a teenage couple who face the everyday pressure 'to do' or 'not to do'. Why can't they wait.. Though I've never seen of this act in public, but i've heard from very reliable sources that there are teens doing it at the park. In my opnion, i don't think this is right at all, how are children going to keep their innocence sacred? You grow up, you learn, you explore - but this is all done with time.

I wish they would just take a deep breathe, slow down a step. You learn to crawl before you walk dont you? In there case, they've skipped the crawling and started running. hey don't have the foundation of what it takes to run, and what if you fall? Its scary to be faced with this reality that this gneration has become the Sex generation. Its daunting to me, and im sure to parents also. Though at times when i hear of teens have a sexual relationship with their partners, i question how they were raised, what morals did they live by, did they have any, was this just a spur of the moment? Don't get me wrong but this is not a blaming game and that i have laid blame on a saide. I don't blame parents for their children running loose, but i wish they had paid a closer eye to the situation their child is facing and noticing the enviroment your child is in. Use your gut instincts and tighten the leash when needed. If it doesnt feel right, say it, explain it.

It is a rebellious era.

FAZSM

OMGOMGOMG

I SAW FAZIL FAUD @ MC when i was heading back home. WOW He is so cute, with his blonde mohawk and his shades. sooo cool. okay now i sound like a total creep, but his a photographer that i reallllly like! His work is amazing, like how can you capture such an ordinary scene and make it seem so beautiful? With a meaning too. Extraordinary i say!

THAT SO MADE MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE IS SOOOOOO CUTE AND CUTE AS CAN BEEE

I know i should've stayed in bed

My sister walks into the door with the help of my dad with a mind half awake asks; What happened? What happened> Me; Nothing sweety, you just got home, you slept in the car. now hop into bed. This is one of her cutest dorkiest moments.

New york - Eskimo Joe

Travel Destinations

America
- Hawaii, New York, Mexico, California - laguna beaches, knotts berry farm, Nevada

Asia
- HongKong, Shanghai, Chiang Mai, Vietnam

Santa Rio, Paris, Italy,

Steam

i cant sleep.. again and its so frustrating. every time i close my eyes, i just want to open them up again. so now im occupyng myself until i feel absolutely tired then fall asleep. my skin looks so disgustng right now and thats driving me crazy too!

If I wrote a letter to you, it would say...

To Marimo,

How are you and your parents? The years almost ending soon, but it feels like yesterday that I had breakfast and then walked to school with you! Good times :)

You finish school now! YAY Are you planning to go university.. or maybe come study in Melbourne? :) haha

This year has been really busy for me, school has officially taken over my life! But alas, i was able to get a break from all the studying to go America. I had a great time there, I stayed in Las Vegas and California - the weather was really hot!! DisneyLand there is also fun haha If you ever geta chance, come to america, best place ever! But do come to Melbourne first! I misss you!!

Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR


Dear THE LIL FAMILY WITH THE BIG HEART

I cannot express how thankful I am to have met you. Your family's genuity and warmth to me made me feel so comfortable during my short trip. I owe you guys so much.

Your mother's cooking was out of the world, your dad's smile is sooooo adorable and the ladies. What can I say, you guys are just the bomb!

I misss you guys soo much

P.S
COME TO MELBOURNE and ill cook you JESS'S SPECIALTIES *wink

HARRISON

You know at first i thought you were this really naughty monkey on the loose! You kept poking and prodding me at Disneyland when i was having my moodswings! Buttt, it didnt take me long to realise you are the sweetest thing created. And that you are a good boy and absolutely loveable! MISS YOU SO MUCH.

P.S Just nine more christmas's ;)


Duong my lil giggle puff girl and the brothers (thats for being mean to the poor girl),

I misss you guys so much, come and spend the summer aussie way next year! And you can get a taste of my breakfast making skills. Gosh that sounds exciting doesnt it?! I'm craving hamburgers as im writing this. And some chicken wings - honey soy flavoured. And some chipps Mmm

I cant imagine how the trip without you guys would be like, even if it was just for a short amount of time.

Johnny you cutie

I am so glad I have met you, even for that short amount of time which I will not forget. I never thought i would meet such a charmer in my lifetime. :) And I'm awfully sorry about that little 'incident', Im not quite good at following orders, especially when its mute!

I wish you a merry merry christmas, take care
JESSICA



Thuy&Paul

My wicked family members, but through thick and thin, as much as you'd lurve to torture me, I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Paul you know i-i-i had so much fun hanging with you (i had to try and fit that part of the lyric in).

Have a merry merry Christmas and a happy new year.


HUY!!

Do you like our picture in Burberry? Hahha and i do 'miss you tons.' I had so much fun in Vegas but spending it family members just makes it that more awesome.

Misss you but wouldnt wanna be you (sorry for my lameness)

JESSJESS

ASIA

How are you more enegetic than me?? I was dying in the heat in Vegas, but you led the pack like a true leader which was great. I couldnt imagine a better tour guide. Love Love you, cant wait to see you soon!

Cus
What a year this has been hey? We literally spent half a year together, how bizarre, but i like. Spending time with you and linda overseas was so much fun. I honestly did not expect to have so much fun, initally i just thought that i will be shopping in another country, thats it. I guess not!

I hope we could spend our days and create more memories overseas, or here would be cool too.

BUNNY.

Oh fatcheeks, my number one table tennis player in my heart, i love you so much. How cheesy was that haha The trip to America was sure unforgettable. But Harrison's still mine okay?

Love you

Talah

Tanning in the driveway

Reading in a cubicle

Lying on the floor boards

Pumping the music real loud so everyone could pay attention to me

Practising Japanese whenever i see my reflection

Swagger

Big money

Learn sign language

The cracked grey thing

I sit on my driveway counting cars whilst listening to music.



I wanted to get out of the house because i wanted to erase what the dad said. I know the furtherest i could go is to the end of my driveway, but i think i could have gone further as no one was even looking for me.



A group of bike cyclers pass me exhanging weirded out looks.



The pavement was warm.



I listened to my ipod with songs so old it could age you just by listening to it.



I saw two planes flying towards sydney maybe? Or better yet, over the seas and beyond and safely landing (no jinx) onto a beautiful island surrounded by cooked lobsters and pineapple juice.

Bored

He never responds, His always making the effort to talk, He stopped texting or making any... He used to be the one i thought was special.

Its not worth thinking about anyone at a time like this though right? I mean.. I only have one year to selfishly concentrate on myself and studies only right.. should've begun this year.. but it could not be helped. My will is not stronger than my force.

Changing seasons, changing moods

The crisp afternoon air outside August's home, she sits with her laptop.

With a breeze so clean and fresh her mind is put in wonder, whats happening out there? How is it that everyone's life is like watching a drama being replayed whilst hers is like a black and white film cut in the middle to show no contrast?

Despite having no major love experience as oppose to her friends who changes boys as fast as she changes her undies, August puts her envy behind as all she wants is to do well in school rather than be distracted. Facebook is more than enough.

Its just Highschool

From crayons to pencils to pens.

'School is preparation to life' as told to July by a close family member. She did not understand how at first, but thinking it through makes sense. You were pressured to write a 'proper' essay, what for? So you would be able to handle yourself in university. That was only one example.

The seventh month of the year is a chilly experience, physically. The weather is terribly cold and every morning stepping out of the house was incredibly the sloshiest aquaintence with nature. Huddling with your group of friends for warmth, or hiding from the harsh wind in the library are the memories of the seventh month.

Sleepless nights

June puts her foot in the mud. Eventually she will be able to wipe it all off to walk again. Though you may not know, this is no ordinary mud, it is the love mush mud that she walked into unexpectedly.

She took a trip to the other side of the world. With her relatives from australia and their relatives in america combined under the small cottage on the Californian drive would, you expect to be have a cultural difference clash, but rather it worked out for the better for both parties. The combination could not be parted until their departure from June. It did not take long for the group to know each other and be comfortable with one another, but those 7 days went by so fast that June was afraid to blink in case she would miss it.

The day started early, the nights ended on the next day everyday.

Nearing the time that the american relatives were leaving, june bonded quite well with one of her relative's american relative's relative. They shared a moment together. But her emotions were so numb.. she was sad they were leaving, but couldnt care less if he liked her. She was caught up in all the fun that noticing him was definately on the outlier. Yes, she got to experience what "fun" was all about.

She came home with a mind filled of what he has said to her. She then tries to analyse what and when he tried to enter her world. Alas, it was too late to change or continue anything as they reside on the opposite sides of the world. Though she wakes up early to catch him online, her conversations would end with her starting and finishing the conversation. She makes the effort to keep in contact and the answer was obvious that he no longer held an interest as he never replied to any of her messages through Facebook.

June felt alone and that no one around her would be of any assistance. However, she was lucky she became closer to a friend of 3 years through online chatting and he has helped her through this ordeal. This may seem petty or very teenagy to those with no similar experiences, but you do miss the person unconditionaly, especially when the time spent together was the most refereshin thing she has experienced in over 15 and half years of her life.

sdohteMaths

April leans on her window sill and questions, why can't life be like 1 + 1 = 2?

For life, there is no definite answer.

QV MELBOURNE

So i had a wrap from zest at QV today. the chicken sensation was sensational! it had the green sticker which meant it was safe to gobble down :) Where the drinks were located, it said "Grab and Go" and just as my friend mentioned it, we saw some guy LITERALLY just taking the drink and walking off. but we decided to give the benefit of the doubt that he had paid for it earlier..

Had a good time today, went jap tutor.. he taught us relative clauses which is hella confusing.

Purchased my maths books for next year, and i also bought this deck of cards that have melbourne restaurants on it. Pretty cool until i saw MEKONG. I just immediately know thatthis was one of them regretful purchases. OH AND I GOT SOME HIGHLIGHTERS :) oh im so cool and these pegs for only a dollar. hahah

Parents were out, so i went over to my aunts place. i pretty much ate and left. i made poor grampsy take me home! i feel bad but i couldnt take listening to the viet radio while watching the news on tv.

The pain of this commericial christmas! i have friends whom i want to give gifts to, but its unfortunate that i have no money. and this is my mums birthday. I didnt do anything special cause i was mad at her for the whole week for yelling at me. i cant help raising my voice, why cant they just understand that? They raise their voice while talking to me, so isnt it just natural that i possess that?

I have to study hard to get at least 4/6 A's from my subjs.

A: "you could see everything when you're walking"

B: "what you're blind when you drive?"

Its these dopey moments of mine that peeps remeber me as

♥

TEXT:

In 10 years time if i dont remeber you just refer yourself as the one that goes blind when your in a car.

- Chau

wise werds

you never xcease to amaze me!
KIM LE says:
HAHAHAHA
haha, im good @ making shit up
and you're good at haggling
we should go shopping together
LOL


KIM LE says:
LOL
anyways i'll let you go
before you stay on and blame it on me
or .. i blame on your for distracting me
LOL

GPS

There are many palm readers out there.

Palm readers supposedly have this 6th sense ability to be able to read a person's life. Everyday, choices are made and how people decide it will shape their lives in the future. March is unfortunate to posess the power of being indescisive, she does not decide anything on her own. She is constantly asking questions to her peers to see which choice would have the best reaction. She has even tried praying to the spiritual world of above, asking an object, asking the wind but to no prevail.

Suppose there is a map with infinite paths. Guidance from peers is key and being respectful where ever you go. The infinite paths will soon come to together to build a thick pathway to the sky, heaven. Utopia.

The Elements

This spoilt girl has quite of an attitude that she purely derived from her parents anger towards her. Her parents are blinded by this fact and firmly belives it was in gods hands that he gave birth to such a personality. And they were there to deliver the being.

February grew to be a quiet, reserved and use to failure type of girl. She grew up unable to differentiate left to right in her mother-tongue language. No one taught her, so she just assumed that left was right, and right was left.

Control

For years, this child was left unattended by whom she wants to be accompanied most by, her parents. Every weekend, she would find herself among her extended family her parents have created which made her often wished her extended family were her own. Not a day goes by without dreaming of the reality she wants. Though she gets practically everything she wants, there is a emptyness in her heart, its love. What her parents did not know that things had happened to her whilst she was with the 'extended family'.

Its cruel to see a child without his/her parents. However, she cannot be put on the same boat as those children starving, parentless, deprived of everything. The troubles that affect her are incomparable, but she does sit among the unfortunate cases.

i can do it if i put my mind to it

I will write a story base on my life but fabricated to make it fictional. this is aimed at aimless people - teens.

then i will submit it to editors.
http://www.horsham-college.vic.edu.au/staff/English/TEXTS%20(Novels,%20Films,%20Prose)/VCE/Cosi/cosi_teaching_notes.pdf

^is the sample for sending the transcript.

the book wll have a vintage cover, that old material and gold writing on the spine

it would be relatively small to be acessible in a standard handbag

pictures is a must!

Wonders Of the World -

Im scared of heights. I really am. But having been on the Flying Fox, Gigantic swing, a rollercoaster, I'm frustrated to know why I'm still afraid of it. I love feeling the adrenaline rush, sometimes i question, am i really scared.. or am i just faking it?

Its You - Ryan Cabrera
Trouble - Britney

Chapter 1 - Outside of Utopia

She sits and stares at the mouths moving, not responding but observing. Not knowing what to say, she giggles her nerves away. Easily coined as the girl who laughs at anything. She keeps things to herself, afraid of what others may say of her, she preserves a capsule of emotions she keeps buried underground.

Once upon a time she was a little princess sitting on the highest mountain, filled with abundant marterial goods. But once her bubble filled world popped, she tumbled down from utopia where she lands at the pit. She wonders when she will be able to relapse the time that fun and innocence was everyday. Will a petal-less flower sitting on the mountain ever become that once radiant, plentiful petal flower that it could be?

They say water your plants and it will grow momentarilly. Plants naturally rely on two sources, sun and water. But what do humans rely on? It's either self reliant, or depending on others.

This rare flower that has wilted to the ground on the pile of petals that had fallen throughout the years will just have to wait til the time is right until the spiritual wind blows it to the peak of the mountain which it once stood gleaming proud.

We can still be cool

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
save you from your old ways
- The Killers

Down Memory Lane

I havent exactly been in the bestest shape since the trip and to make matters exams are creeping in. Yesterday was maybe one of those awesome days ive had; i went to a seminar that was about working and studying in the U.S, it wasnt what i had expected really. the information said was basically on the website, no wonder there werent a great number of attendances. However the day proceeded rather quickly after that. Went shopping at Basement and my cousin managed to snag a tokito dress for 25$, lucky her! we didnt realise it was 50% off the clearance price, so coming to the counter with the 50 in hand ready to pay, only half of the price showed up. We got really hungry from that shopping! so we ate at Wonton House, the interior design is rather cute. It has a traditional chinese feel to it, with the wooden stools and round tables you see in tvb dramas, but these ones have marble, maybe to make it feel superior? The food was rather tasty, though the service was typical. Dishes coming out at a relatively slow after each dish. All i wanted out of yesterday was to have max brenners, which i eventually got, right after Wonton House that is! I was so stuffed after Max, had waffles with a latte. My cousin had the same with cuppacino.

We headed home feeling so bloated! because my dad was out and my mum was at a family friend's party, I managed to get myself at Vu's house. I felt bad gate crashing his studies, i love him like a brother and like no other! Him and his family have given nothing more but love and care to me. I am in much debt to them. Their kindness, generosity and friendly smiles are really enivable. I remeber back in the days where their home was literally my second home. His mum would always make spicey food, which taught me how to eat hot hot as food, but now that i longer come ovre, that has died down a lot! They conceal my childhood.

Good memories flushed back when i was them. Never came to the realisation that i missed them so much. And plans of anh vuong getting married soon, man oh man. Im very excited for them to move into the commited lifestyle that of my parents, and i say goodluck! i offered the baby sitting job, my mum will do the cooking for their engagement party. Anh Vuong's driving skills were sorely missed. Fast and accurate, though those sharp turns made it feel like a rollercoaster in the back.

It did not end up on a good note though, memories from 'that night' regurgetated. Although we just held hands, it felt like something could've came out of. Would've been nice if had messaged me in awhile or something? At first he said he missed me and all, and would not let me go when we hugged at the airport. that time i didn't know quite sure how he felt towards me, i'm bad at knowing who likes me, unless they say it. I still remeber what he told me over the phone which i pretended as if i didn't hear. stupid boys. So i ended up watching the hills til 4.30 in the morning, only which to find myself unable to sleep afterwards due the birds chirping away. I was turning and could not sleep at all today. His not worth thinking about, but because there were stil things i wanted to say to him, it feels unfinished? But even if we did talk, i wouldnt know what to say. I think its because i havent been interested in anyone, and he came along during this trip.. i think i have this huge crush! hahah Im wondering what he is thinking of me, or if he still thinks about me.

Yehaww

I found this rather amusing, i seearched up my own blog and only 2 results showed up. Damn, im so unique ya'll

Pay Me

i got my first pay the other day, only to find out a month later it was sent! My dad didnt realise it had come til through the constant naggings. i got 370$, -100 to vn, -100 to my dad's friend who just found out he had cancer, initially -100 to my parents but my dad is thoughtful enough to let me keep it so its only -50 for mum = 120 left. well i did say to myself that i'd gve 50 to each of my sisters, but they can wait haha i buy them things when i go out without any intentions on the day anyway.

im not quite sure what i should do with the money, i still have to deduct an amount for the raffle ticket im buying to help the red cross. the poor victims, it was good that my school reacted immediately and had everyone put in money, which is what they need most. Money can be good and it can be bad. Everything is reliant on money, if you don't have enough you jsut have to wait.. but patience does have a limit! It brings out the worst in everyone, the most scariest sin, greed. (a stray cat is outside my window and just passed me, a a yellow and black coloured bird too). I'll most likely have 100 at the end of the day, though i will feel good because i know the money will not be spent on non-materalistic things. Imagine if i didnt have this extra cash, im not quite sure how to react :( Pity just doesnt cut it, its all in the action!

only a hundred, what should i spend it on. i think i deserve to spend this amount on myself, after all those hours labouring, even though its not as much as what my parents have been trhough and they dont even spend that much in a day. Some days i jsut think, i dont deserve it, ill just gvive it all to them. But doesn't hurt to be a bit selfish once in awhile now does it? :)

So many things i want, i still want a blazer, wedges, blush, more dresses and nice tops and i dont mind a pair of jeans either and some nice flats.