Sleepless nights

June puts her foot in the mud. Eventually she will be able to wipe it all off to walk again. Though you may not know, this is no ordinary mud, it is the love mush mud that she walked into unexpectedly.

She took a trip to the other side of the world. With her relatives from australia and their relatives in america combined under the small cottage on the Californian drive would, you expect to be have a cultural difference clash, but rather it worked out for the better for both parties. The combination could not be parted until their departure from June. It did not take long for the group to know each other and be comfortable with one another, but those 7 days went by so fast that June was afraid to blink in case she would miss it.

The day started early, the nights ended on the next day everyday.

Nearing the time that the american relatives were leaving, june bonded quite well with one of her relative's american relative's relative. They shared a moment together. But her emotions were so numb.. she was sad they were leaving, but couldnt care less if he liked her. She was caught up in all the fun that noticing him was definately on the outlier. Yes, she got to experience what "fun" was all about.

She came home with a mind filled of what he has said to her. She then tries to analyse what and when he tried to enter her world. Alas, it was too late to change or continue anything as they reside on the opposite sides of the world. Though she wakes up early to catch him online, her conversations would end with her starting and finishing the conversation. She makes the effort to keep in contact and the answer was obvious that he no longer held an interest as he never replied to any of her messages through Facebook.

June felt alone and that no one around her would be of any assistance. However, she was lucky she became closer to a friend of 3 years through online chatting and he has helped her through this ordeal. This may seem petty or very teenagy to those with no similar experiences, but you do miss the person unconditionaly, especially when the time spent together was the most refereshin thing she has experienced in over 15 and half years of her life.