hp: whoa am i seeing things or has midget gone off fb to join us on msn?

I go through reoccurring phases all the time. Some days i just want to sit back and watch what everyone else has been up to instead of interacting and keeping the close contact with the world i'm watching. Is it okay for me to be like this though? Will I easily lose my friends this way? I'm starting to feel out of it with some of the girls at school. But if we were friends, we'd click no matter what right.. I'm glad that I have a best friend who would always make the effort. But there was a time when i was going through some real depressed shiz, and i had not spoken to her nor anyone else online for close to eight months.. nor did I go out for that entire year, including the two month break at the end of the year. It was a bleak year for me, but my grades weren't that bad. My conversations online wouldn't pass a meare 4 lines, thats 11 lines away from passing stage on ein tetris and i couldn't even achieve that. I'm glad that part of me is over. Though i'd rather it end off like Daul Kim. At the peak of her career and this happens, at least she'll be remebered as the best right? What will i be remebered as i leave.. the clumsy good for nothing and likes to laugh at everything? Chyeah Most likely.